infested_turnip's Journal [entries|friends|calendar] infested_turnip [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

(insert coin) listening to another girls paradise [30 Nov 2003|08:48am] spell bound by here sight, smell and touch longing to feel comfortable around her again just tell her im okay, barely breathing but ok there are times where i want her to know she wont hold me down cuz her touch is nothing but a simple brush with fate and nothing more than crossing paths...and sometimes i sit and cry just thinkin about her...fraying from existence, waiting for an angel to touch my hand again and take hold of my spirit to drown the sorrow. is there such a feeling? or am i living in a fairytale.

(insert coin) "my soul cries for deliverence" [30 Nov 2003|06:47am] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | return to me salv ation... ] i have yet again failed to comprehend the human race...what i once thought i knew was blown out the window by an angry wind prompted by the insecurities of someone you once truelly loved and would sacrifice your soul for. wisdom now comes at the expense of the mind holding onto the hearts nemsis...the ego. ive been a subject of someone elses ego bequeathed under love...or 'lust'? u just dont know...what was real could have been a bio-product for the truth and merely brilliant lies...but you hope not, so you let them go and hope one day that their words (whatever they might have inferred) were truths turned real by behaviour you only long for....believing is made so much more difficult because of the nemsis but the heart has all the answers, i know it does. "return to me my salvation"

(insert coin) [12 Sep 2003|10:01pm] look out from the window into the empty street hoping to find something...but u never do all u see is what youve seen before...still ugly and dirty only this time ur the whore

(insert coin) just felt like a rant really [12 Sep 2003|01:19pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | Tori Amos - a sorta fairytale ] Holding her knees she sways before the fire Clutching her soul she listens to her head pound She realises nothing can touch her Nothing can even come close And if it does, its not true, not now anyway As the sun rises she squints As the rain pours down on her bare naked skin she smiles She poses as immortal while total destruction cyclones around her This is her dream Reach out to her if you can Hold her like a new born in your arms Rock her till the paranoid phenomena disappears Show her your scars in hope she'll show u hers Or simply blink and watch her pass by like a stranger on their way to work with no expression

(insert coin) total elation...i didnt think it existed [25 Aug 2003|05:24pm] geelong is now on the map...it never was before but there's something there that makes it exist *happy sigh*

(insert coin) Victory @ last~ [15 Aug 2003|09:46am] Okay so after that fuckin virus/worm/thingthatshouldnthavehappend kicked my ass i got up wiped the binary blood off my face and attempted to plough the mother fucker down into the depths of my computer. SO...i did it *flex* hope we all learn something off my story.... dont give into 10001000100011001 as much as it stares u in the eye u must be strong I'd like to thank all my sponsors for buying me weed - thank u

(insert coin) whatevers floating around....alot right now [11 Aug 2003|10:16pm] lotsa weed...heaps stoned...wow

(insert coin) HmMm BEER! [07 Aug 2003|07:10pm] [ mood | Drinking ] [ music | Get up - St Germain Lounge ] Okay so whats with live journal selling its own merchandise? I'll have 10 tshirst thanks, so that i can onsell them onto those around me...are they kidding or what!?! *gags and sideglances proprietors* SO anyway there making us do this subject at uni where u have to write a profile on urself. I was wondering if i could put in a description to the effect of: "Slot licking lesbian with bad hair and ready for any work" If you know what i mean? *itches head n updates*

(insert coin) something... [04 Aug 2003|11:53pm] thought i'd "update" my journal...ya know keep the folks happy..duno what to say really..first day @ uni yada yada yada wow now im some really bad rich jewish comedian umm so yeah n home from the pub $1 pots r lethal..KIDS DONT TRY THAT @ HOME(or something) so yeh this is for u 'spunky' *done now* nite, and all that sorta jazz

(level 2 | insert coin) not suprised [23 Jun 2003|08:35am] funny that...some people amaze me in a way that i really didnt think they could or would....but did and shouldnt have. And its not really a good thing either, infact any hope that was there is now gone....and for good *clinks beer glass* to happy and unavoidable endings that contradict all previous conversations! And another toast to those with their head so far up there ass and a personality that resembles a whining dog *clink* And to those who definatly need to do some growing up and thinking of their own *clink* why did u bother knocking?

(level 1 | insert coin) *confused* [25 Mar 2003|09:11am] [ mood | oo ooo ] [ music | my neck my back - Khia ] blockbuster sells nothing of the pornography fashion...well they do..but they keep it out the back ..as we found

(insert coin) ramble on [23 Mar 2003|09:03am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | change in - Monique Brumby ] predicted events moods up moods down lonely in love but not now thingsh ave changed a peice of plywood mounted with a brick waiting for the break and crack.there it was but not as soon as we predicted but there non the less tables turn news readers churn the world burns turmoil oil the world has become but a faceless coward of greedy tyrants, penniless both mind and pocket we cant escape the judgement of republicans republicans that pose as democrats with their hands out reached...pockets full of weapons and lies. its not true..nothing is true..nothing ever was Promises mean nothing Words just said for personal comfort Love handed out like its going out of fashion No one left with true compassion Look up to the sky if its still their when u glance take a chance stare at the sun its the only brightest thing we've become ...but dont stare too long it's blinding it knows we're wrong It sees all but says not a word It is the god of mother nature, a hazard to our complexion and a representation of destruction Good has bad Love has guilt Happiness carries baggage and baggage is always heavy

(insert coin) hail mr haper [22 Mar 2003|06:16pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Please bleed - Ben Harper ] please bleed so i know that u are real please bleed so i can feel the damage u have done to myself i am numb ohhh who have i become never said thank you never said please now isnt it funny ur down on ur knees

(insert coin) the human parapet [10 Mar 2003|09:17pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | nothing new - the waifs ] ever felt like you wanted to dance but the music wasn't fast enough or, it was too fast... ever felt like you had to dance but when u got up there was no music... ever saw someone who you thought was beautiful but they were really ugly underneath... could you ever comprehend loving something, so much so, u wanted to throw it away... could you ever comprehend sharing everything with no one and not knowing it... could you ever comprehend not knowing an outcome, yet the likely prediction u think is right turns out wrong... do you ever look at yourself and wonder how you fit as an atom in the global nucleaus.... do you ever look at yourself and try and come to terms with the reality that love is everything... do you ever look at yourself and see nothing... maybe its human nature maybe its just routine maybe we were made to love maybe no one is complete

(level 5 | insert coin) [03 Mar 2003|05:07pm] [ music | flesh n blood skin n bone- the waifs ] you know its okay sometimes..and other times it unbearable so whats the remedy...to an equation i dont know what do the people say when my back is turned what do the people say when i walk the walk but dont talk the talk some wont know, some think they know and others just dont care "there are secrets in the soul of me things i keep inside places you will never see hidden under lock and key"

(insert coin) the morning after... [24 Feb 2003|08:35am] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | world of gypsies ] is it at this point in the day people begin to realise how stupid they feel about the night before's preformance? is it at this very point in the hot summer day, that certain people feel hungover and are concucting an excuse for their absence @ work? or is it at this point in time, dysfunctional families are no longer family? will people ever learn that simply going out ("away") wont nessacarly solve the big issue? Or the smaller one.

(insert coin) [24 Feb 2003|08:27am] *yawn* ..errgh not another day

(insert coin) a world full of chaos [24 Feb 2003|12:20am] tonight was fulla drama...the night was young people were gettin well on their way to bein drunk as a skunk...then one of mums friend who is in a dysfunctional marriage decided to drink herself into oblivion and as the night aged she became more n more tipssy and then later drunk. So drunk that she couldnt manage to pull herself off the chair to make it to the toilet to throw up her dinner...she ended up throwin up in a wine cooler pale and thats where the nights festivities ended...she ended up passin out on her chair with her eyes rolled back and her lids open almost lookin like death ont toast. So we bickered about how she was goin to get home etc. We ended up throwin her in the back of my van (of which im goin to set to fire...more later) and she passed out some more in the back. However she did wake up to throw up on the odd occasion and i must thank the waitors for bein considerate and lining my mattress with some cloth napkins. Now my car has a lovely stench to it and a memory which will be told for years to come (note: not a good memory either) Sooo we drove her and her car (of which we couldnt get started cuz of some anti theft complication which took us about half hour to figure out..but finallly!) to mums house and ended up throwin her on paiges bed to pass out on fully clothed...but we did tuck her in on a 30 degree day (just kiddin!) Anyway as i proceed to get back into my car i notice that my lights are STILL on however they are switched OFF from inside my car...horray a fuse problem @ 12 am! Pulling fuses out furiously gettin annoyed at myself breathing i realise that my van needs a good kick up the ass and that i have been cursed ever since i got back from the usa. So i say "fuck it" drive people home *considering i have a vaN* and soon to my delight i realise i dont have a indicator signal...both left n right. So i cuss some more pull over fit a new fuse onto the fuckin bitch of a van and continue driving. I randomly went to use my indicator as i pulled up to a set of traffic lights and taadaa...there was life back into the mutha fuckers *throws hands up*...so ive drawn a conclusion..and it is this....i do not belong in this life time...nor does my van...nor do drunk people who cause drama..and i miss my fuckin gf so much and when she's not around my world falls apart...capish? I'm glad we all got that off our chests night out ps. did i mention i had a car accident a few days ago?

(insert coin) [28 Dec 2002|03:02pm] yay another subway experience..this time a more pleasant one

(insert coin) [27 Dec 2002|07:19pm] ??K??ShiE?? : i need to buy a bum bag AHA! SEE FOR ALL THOSE AMERICANS CONCERNED ITS NOT A FANNY PACK...ITS CALLED A BUM BAG

navigation [ viewing | most recent entries ] [ go | earlier ]